BECAUSE YOU HAD TO GIVE NAMES TO EVERYTHING YOU FOUND, AND MAKE LOGOS FOR BAD IDEAS, AND CHANGE YOUR CAR EVERY TWO YEARS AND WAKE UP EARLY FOR CONFERENCE CALLS, AND IT TURNED OUT TO BE NO PROGRESS AT ALL / JUST A SHADOW FESTIVAL / BECAUSE OF THAT YOU WILL HAVE TO LEARN TO LOOK AT THE SKY AGAIN, YOU WILL HAVE TO LEARN TO EAT FOOD THAT GROWS WHERE YOU LIVE AGAIN, YOU WILL HAVE TO LEARN TO TOUCH WHAT YOU MAKE

- Robert Montgomery

Sunday, February 10, 2013

diary of a headache

it's been a long time since I made a frantic coffee run at 5pm on a Sunday afternoon. probably college days.

this morning before we finally accepted that the day was starting with or without us, Rob said "I'm sorry I forgot to mention we're out of coffee"....."oh, that's fine," I said, "I'll just go to starbucks in a little bit"...knowing full well I had no real plans of doing any such thing

later in the day after tylenol and tea and food and water and cowering on the couch with an ice pack wondering why in the world my head had been throbbing most of Saturday and into/through the night, then all day today -- it finally dawned on me that for nearly 48 hours I had completely forgotten about my caffeine addiction

talk about a mad dash

coffee fix accomplished
successful purchase of a lovely bag of my favorite, wonderfully oily, whole bean Italian roast
effective submission of budding migraine

still not sure how I just forgot. though my life has been a wee bit bewilderingly hectic lately. when I worked at the OTP I used to pack caffeine pills on multi-day hikes because I was afraid of the monster that could emerge if I wasn't properly drugged soon after waking. imagine finding yourself stuck 40 miles out in the woods with a group of 15-17 year old emotionally unstable girls when a migraine hits? terrifying!!

and marajuana is illegal