BECAUSE YOU HAD TO GIVE NAMES TO EVERYTHING YOU FOUND, AND MAKE LOGOS FOR BAD IDEAS, AND CHANGE YOUR CAR EVERY TWO YEARS AND WAKE UP EARLY FOR CONFERENCE CALLS, AND IT TURNED OUT TO BE NO PROGRESS AT ALL / JUST A SHADOW FESTIVAL / BECAUSE OF THAT YOU WILL HAVE TO LEARN TO LOOK AT THE SKY AGAIN, YOU WILL HAVE TO LEARN TO EAT FOOD THAT GROWS WHERE YOU LIVE AGAIN, YOU WILL HAVE TO LEARN TO TOUCH WHAT YOU MAKE

- Robert Montgomery

Wednesday, July 08, 2020

Hello blog -- it's 2020-- I reenter -- with new old stuff


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piger mneme

he used to pull his words 
from air i used to occupy
though “occupy” was a long-starved wish
this apathetic muse 
had longed to return to the stars 
and could not be fully freed 
or restrain his words
gleaned from my servitude

he could always create
regardless of my presence
and i would walk the earth 
siphoned against my will
gravity-bound yet unneeded
and he
he conjured words that weren’t his
and were never mine as if
derived from black matter

one day i scattered applewood
and dried peels
it burned so hot
my naivety flew
whisked into the atmosphere
closer to blasting stars
and black holes

from those scattered ashes
across that scorched earth
i crafted a garden
healer, lover, mother 
grown anew 

2013/2020